Mine Olde Mind


I am officially obsessed with sheep.
I want to raise sheep, in the hills of southern TN, in the middle of the perfect plot of land. Not to mention the house I have designed to be totally self sustainable. (i.e. no electricity, etc.)
So why am I so obsessed with sheep? Good question really. I guess it all started when I became really interested in textile arts; particularly spinning. Since wool is easy to spin, my obsession progressed from there.
From easy "lambing" to over 3 different uses sheep are full of wonderful surprises. Meat, if it suits your taste, wool every year, and milk for cheese making! How can one imagine all that packed into a fluffy adorable bundle?
Another reason I love sheep is because we (yes, humans) are like sheep. We can be dumb, we can be scared, we can be ornery at times, and difficult to keep "in line". But luckily also like sheep, we have a shepherd. One who knows us, knows our habits-good, bad, and ugly. He looks after us and seeks us out when we stray from the path.
"The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want, He leadeth me lie down in green pastures, and leadeth me beside still waters, He restoreth my soul. He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake. Yeah, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no evil, for thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. You preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies, you anointest my head with oil, my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the house of the Lord Forever."
Ps. 23
The Lord is our shepherd.
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Well, this is the last of the "list" posts. I hope through some of this you have found interesting thoughts and what not. Any who, let us begin.

Look at today's society... what do you see...
  • suburbia
  • dead-zones
  • garbage in the pacific
  • erosion out of control
  • shopping malls the size of football fields and larger
  • soaring gas prices
  • mediocre health care
  • In a Nutshell--- EXPLOITATION

Exploitation-

the closest thing that the 1877 dictionary has to exploitation is "exploit" which is listed as "a heroic deed". In the 2003 dictionary, it does include a similar definition but adds- "to make unethical use of for ones own profits".

It is clear that in every way, our society has turned a heroic mission into a profit making machine. Yes, agricultural expansion is a heroic mission... until you turn it into a machine that degrades soil. Yes, insurance is a good thing... until it so corrupts the health care system that you can't afford insurance or doctor's bills, and definitely not both. Yes, gas is a good thing...until so much of it is consumed that there is no longer an affordable way to travel.

In a nutshell, We are running ourselves into the ground, full force, without heeding any of the warnings. Our society, our culture is built on exploitive philosophy. There is only so much you can take without giving back. There is only so much you can give back (waste/garbage) with out taking something. Anyway, this concludes a series of thoughts based on society. I am a member of that very same society, but I am different. I will be different. If more people were different, then society would be different, and there would be no need fr me to stand on my virtual soapbox.

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WARNING: HOT TOPIC
Agriculture: let us define it.
  • the work of producing crops and raising livestock; farming (Webster's 2003)
  • the art of cultivating the ground; husbandry (Webster's 1877)

Holy COW!!!! (no pun intended) Have we as of yet seen such a discrepancy between definitions??? This goes from ART to WORK. What a tremendous shift.

When did this happen??

When American began to over produce (around WWI it really hit home, though it had been tough on farms since then) they switched to monoculture rather than sustenance farming, the excess of which were occasionally sold at market. After the WWI farming boom (caused by people in Europe were waging a war and had not time to fight, therefor opening that market to American produce) there was a farming depression. Farms were hit hard by the fall out of prices when the war ended effectively beginning the great depression over a decade early for farm families. Many factors play into this, such as an unregulated banking system, and an unregulated stock market, but in the end it led to thousands of small farms being converted into large land holdings. These large land holdings were worked by fewer people due to the efficiency of mechanization. Larger and larger machines worked the land until all hell broke loose and the top soil just blew away. (The Great Dust Bowl)

Do you see what happened??? People, real people, not people on machines, not people in offices far far away, but people, whose life and livelihood depended on that soil... LEFT. They were uprooted just as the land was. That is when the switch happened. That is when "cultivation" turned into "production", that is when art turned into work and husbandry into farming.

The Dust Bowl

The dust bowl is a direct result of the shift of agriculture from people to machines. I will again quote Wendell Berry... "as industrial technology advances and enlarges, and in the process assumes greater social, economic, and political force, it carries people away by where they belong by history, culture, deeds, association, and affection."
This is our monoculture. This is the result of mechanization. Consider it.



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Yesterday in Soil Science 210 lab (a class I am in right now) we watched DIRT! the movie! It was an awesome documentary about how a a global entity humans are constantly moving farther and farther away from the land. Soil in particular was the focused upon part of the land in this film. After all, our whole lives exist because of the soil. Think about it... what do we eat, where do we go when we die, what is the most fun for a kid to play in, what are our houses made from. All of these things come from the soil.

More than just soil, we as a culture have become distant from every aspect of the land. The trees, the hills, the wildlife, growing things, water, and how all of these things interact to make an ideal environment. Not many people these days can go out and trek into a wilderness and find themselves content. Often they would need toilet paper or a dishwasher and all of the conveniences that come between. There are as always exceptions to the rule, and those people are to be learned from. Note: I am not advocating isolation from society and just living alone in the wilderness, but rather a happy medium where you can care for your land and for yourself in a social community.

Lets look at the Native American lifestyle. They knew that they relied on the land, and look at how well they cared for it. They knew that a forest would be healthiest if burned periodically. They knew that they should take only what they needed. They knew how to leave hardly a trace of their existence. Those things, that knowledge has all but disappeared from our society. Notice that it is a thrill to find pottery, or a piece of worked flint that was made by Native hands. Why is it such a thrill...? It is because those things, the signs of their impact are not the most common things. It was not even that long ago that they lost the majority share of the land on this continent. Now look at our signs. Our bright flashing neon signs. We have impacted everything. We leave a track like a wounded elephant through a bamboo forest. There is no way that in the same relatively short amount of time, our traces could be so imperceptible, so valuable to find.

We are an exploitative society. We take an take and give nothing back. We must start giving back to the land, caring for it, realizing that our livelihoods come from it. The signs of our bleeding earth are everywhere... smog, the great pacific trash patch, erosion, deforestation, etc. These aren't even the greatest of the signs.

One of the definitions for land is "to come to rest". I believe that this is exactly what will happen when we come back to our land. Ashes to Ashes, dust to dust. Lets get back to the land.
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Democracy-



The official definition of this term is:


  • 1.) government by the people directly or through representatives. 2.) a country, etc. with such a government. 3.) equality of rights, opportunity and treatment. (2003, Webster's)

  • 1.) government by the people. (1877 Webster's)

let us make this brief for the sake of efficiency and understanding. Notice how the 1877 definition leaves it as it is. It takes nothing away, it adds nothing. It is, if you will, a pure definition.

If this was left as it is...think of how different our world would be. Elections by popular ballot rather than electoral colleges (which FYI, is an outdated system, only invented to appease a petulant South wanting representation for slaves who didn't vote [3/5 compromise]). No "party" lines of division. There would be more choice. Probably too much choice, which is why we have the system we do today. Is there such a thing as too much choice... yes, but only if you can't handle it. In a society and a nation as large and encompassing as ours, it would be difficult to pull off to say the least.

Even though, I can think of no practical system (I can come up with theoretical systems all day long) of government for our nation that would work better than the one we currently have, I till believe that when we vote we are choosing between two evils, and merely trying to pick the lesser of the two. That is not democracy. Somehow, the cream of the crop is not getting picked, they are not even running. What has happened to statesmanship?? Where have the patriots gone?? They are now, most often, the silent ones, who know better but stand aside and do nothing to stop what happens. Other times they are part of advocacy groups and lobbyists because that is the only way to be heard in this day and age. (which I believe is sick and wrong). So what are we to do about all this?? We the PEOPLE, are to govern, we the PEOPLE are to elect what officials we want, not just elect the officials that run. We the PEOPLE need to get off of our lazy, government dependent rears and start playing an active role in the direction of our country. We the PEOPLE, need to be the ones who decide whether or not a bill goes through, not the dollars being pumped into Washington, not the lobbyists screaming in politicians ears, we the PEOPLE can play a part in our government and we need to.

I am not going all "hippie"~"peace rally" on you, I am simply stating that action needs to be taken. We need to get out of our own little box that we live in, and pay attention to what is happening on the hill. We need to care. We need to show that we care, and we can do that with our votes, with our wallets, with our feet, and with our voices. We the PEOPLE, can show that we care. Indifference is what has gotten our society to the low level in which it stands. This is our battle, the nation is our field, go and make your voices heard.

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I know this is not following the format I set up for myself at the beginning of this blogging experience, but I have found that too restricting.

Recently, my passion for birds of prey has been ignited! Birds are such fascinating creatures, how can one help but to admire their grace and utility! I have great respect for a creature that can do most of the things a mammal can, but has not fur, nor paws, but feathers, and talons. (funny thought... this must have been an inner, subliminal appreciation because I even married a man named Talon!!) Birds weigh so little but have such a huge capacity for activity, it is incredible!!
Recently, I have been blessed to volunteer at Reelfoot State Park, and actually help program with some of these birds.

To the left you will see me handling the most adorable, yet terribly ferocious, (she can tell when you call her cute and she doesn't like it) Eastern Screech Owl named Luna. Below is a photo of me and my friend Kayla putting the jesses on a red tailed hawk for the evening birds of prey program. No worries, we were supervised by trained staff, the birds were not hurt in the making of these photos. I have high respect for a federally protected species.


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Who, in this day and age, is not familiar with the ever so 6th grade "click syndrome"? This is the pettiest of expressions of our allergic-ness to diversity. Now don't get me wrong, I believe that we are drawn to those whom we have something in common with. I do find it important though, to stir things up a bit with who you make your friends.

For instance, I never would have guessed that I would like or even approve of hunting. News for you.... things change, people change, and now I approve of and even want to try hunting sometime (may not actually hunt to kill... depends on how hungry I am! LOL). I still have my limits, as is evident by the parenthesized text, but I am more open-minded about that subject now that I know people who do it, why they do it, what the effect is on the animal, and other such things as that.

Diversity in our friendships is a mechanism to experience new things and to learn. Any chance I get to become less ignorant... I will take!

Instead of viewing someone as threatening because they are different from you, you should try to find one thing that you can agree on, and from that you can get to know that person better. Learn from them and about them. This new information should of course be processed through your "value" and "moral" filters, but what agrees can stay and what differs can be tested and either proven or disregarded. All of this (filtering and differing in opinions), makes for great conversation that need not be threatening to either party, thereby building understanding and friendship.

I have recently been challenged on the fact that if I don't immediately "click" with a person, I will set that relationship to the side and keep hunting for a friend "more like me". I have missed so many opportunities, I am sure, and will be certain not to make those mistakes again.

Well that is all for now, I hope this perspective will shed some light on your own relationships and make you look for that different, probably crazier friend. A little crazy goes a long way toward adventure and happiness.

Note: I use crazy in the best of terms, I myself am often described as crazy, I take it to mean: perfectly sane but rather unusual.
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For this post, I have yet to really determine the reasons for why it is the way it is. Lets start with some statistics.... over 50%.

50% of marriages fail, they end in divorce. Worse than that even, the percentage is the same within the church.

Why do marriages fail? I have no idea, it is just the way it it. Maybe it is too hard for some couples, maybe they didn't realize what it would take to love this person their whole life unconditionally. I know that so far in my marriage, it has not always been roses and roasts (eg, good for the both of us). I have decided each day to love this man, and that is what it is is a decision.

I believe that though society and culture are relatively neutral entities, and that the individual is in charge of what he/she does, our society and the acceptance of divorce within it has made marriage a sham...something returnable. Please don't get me wrong, I understand that there are cases out there that involve abuse, and I believe that physical abuse is not to be tolerated. However, any other situation, you have had a say in whether or not you marry that person. You know what the word implies. It implies forever, your whole life, together, good times and bad. I believe that problems can be worked out, it may take years and lots of prayer, but they can be worked out.

Our families these days are separated by miles and miles; children blown to the four winds are not there to care for their parents as they once were able to. It is, after all, an individualistic society. Now, most of our cherished old are put into "homes" that are not home to them, visited rarely by those they brought into this world. I think this is one major, let me stress MAJOR, problem with the way our society thinks. A wealth of knowledge, experience and love is captured within that dear individual, grown over a lifetime it is ready to be shared in its completeness. We, however, have lacked the necessary attention span to be there and to listen.

Lastly, It is the same individualism of the parents (pursuing career, etc.) that often affects the coming generation. Children, often to their parent's dislike, must be put into daycare so that the parents can work to earn a living in this country. What happens is, by the time the parents pick the kids up from daycare, and get home, and have supper, everyone is too tired to do much of anything as a family. This leads to parents not knowing their children, and children not knowing or much respecting their parents. As always there are rare exceptions to the case.

These conclude some observations on family life in our society. In brief, it has degraded as our individualistic society has flourished.
(disclaimer for those who would care: I have seen each of these situations within my own family. Note also that I have not used any superlatives. There are always exceptions to rules, I merely observe and record things of note that might make you think.)
(note also that I know the necessity of some of these conventions but none the less they do harm the family unit within our society. [eg. daycare so that parents can put food on the table])
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I feel that in systematically working through "the list" (reference my first post), I will only be able to complain of our world today. So here is for some positive thought. I promise I am NOT a "Debby-downer".

A Blessed Life

I live an extremely blessed life.
  1. I am in college
  2. I am married to a loving, patient and smart man
  3. We have food, clothes and shelter
  4. Though we are not rich, we have both been blessed with jobs
  5. I have an amazing family
  6. I know Christ
  7. I have the freedom to express myself in society verbally, politically, and socially. (eg.. freedom of speech, voting, and not being subjugated to social norms)
  8. I have true friends.
  9. My husband and I are healthy
  10. We belong to a nourishing church

These are just the top 10, but it is evidence that I have lived a graced life. I just wanted to pause from my "Discrepancies" and look at what is the ideal of picturesque and lovely already present in our day to day.

From this know... God is continually answering prayers, of the 10 items listed above, all 10 are answered prayers. Some within this year. My mother told me this quote and I think it produces excellence in one's life so I hope you get something out of it:

  • "Work like it is all up to you, pray like it is all up to God"

Now, within this, I realize that it is all up to God, but while I am on this earth, I will do my best to be my best. This is a brief thought, but an important one. Thanks for listening.

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My dear friends I know this is an odd title for this next topic; a topic in which I would like to discuss the discrepancies between a class based and a community based society.

Class based Society
You may be thinking of the caste system in India when I say class based, or perhaps even feudal Europe, but I highly doubt you would be thinking of modern day America. Even if you would consider our nation within the limits of this classification, you might think it still better than other nations since our classes rest between the poor and the rich; after all America is the land of opportunity, so whose to say the poor of yesterday aren't the rich of today.

I will give you the fact that yes, a poor man has the capacity to rise, but have you considered that perhaps if the poor were secure of their ability to survive in this world, they would keep their way of life similar to what they already achieve just less the woes of money. I have found that money, though a neutral entity, can just as easily have a negative impact on our lives while being perceived as positive. Allow me an example to clarify.... So there is this somewhat poor, not totally destitute man who goes to a tax prep agent to have his taxes done. Walking out of the building he is some $300 richer (which if you know anything about those places is equivalent to a high interest loan to be paid back with an arm and a leg) for the time being, but upon paying back the tax prep agent with the tax refund he actually gets, it turns out that he is worse off than he was. So you see in his mind that was a wise decision because he had money for the moment, but in reality if he had just sat down and read the little tax book carefully he could have saved himself the preparers fee and the interest. It is this mind set of the somewhat poor that will eventually be the downfall of their lifestyle. It is unsustainable. Even on their meager wages one could become financially secure. Note I say secure not successful. I do believe that there is a tyranny in success. It is the pressure of the wealthy to be rich. To live lavishly, to be that person in society, probably all the while being untrue to themselves. Such is a product of a class based society.

Origin of the class based society

In all honesty I can sum this up in one sentence but to make certain I am perfectly understood, I will give it more room to breathe. Private property has created the class based society. (there it is in one sentence and now I will explain why) With the creation of private property, there was a creation of mine and yours. With that manifestation there are inherently differences between mine and yours. These differences are eventually what culminated in classes. Prior to private property, everyone was feasting or famishing together. There was a commonality between the one person and the other. They were part of a community. They were connected, and yet I believe still free to be individuals. I will discuss the competition between community and individualism later on in this blog.

The starkest, most visceral example of the sudden change between community and private property can be seen in places like Africa, when trade reached it coasts, and also in our own history in that of the Native Americans and what the overwhelming push for one's own piece of creation did to their way of life.

Communal Society

I would like to say right off the bat that I am NOT an advocate of communism. Community and communism are two very different things. They focus around the same concept but communism is far to extreme to be beneficial in this world of gray.

I believe that community is an ingredient this country is sorely lacking in it melting pot.

Community as defined by Webster's Dictionary:

  • any group living in the same area or having interests, work etc. in common; the general public; a sharing in common (2003)
  • society; common possession (c.1877)

Again I would like to draw attention to the discrepancies between the 19th and 21st century definitions for the word community. Have you ever considered that if people helped one another - were in community with one another - the world would be a far better place. Do you not see how vehicular traffic, wealth discrepancies, and cultural differences have torn our sense of community as ravenously as an eagle shreds it prey. Think again of the example I used above of the Native Americans. As they accepted technologies they became dependent on those technologies rather than on their knowledge, and so were tyrannized by success (technology, successful trade in their case as well). [NOTE: I like technology, I just think it is abused today to do some of the basic things that we really don't even need it for just are too lazy to do ourselves]

Community and Individualism

Above I had brushed lightly over this topic, but now I would delve into it further. Let us again start on a common basis by referring to Webster's Dictionary:

  • individuality; the doctrine that the state exists for the individual; the leading of one's life in one's own way. (2003)
  • individual existence or essence (c. 1877)

Somehow, I am not surprised to again find discrepancies between the centuries. But let us go further. Comparing these definitions, in their respective centuries, to the above mentioned definitions for community, we may easily draw the following conclusions.

  1. Even while being individual, there is a greater separation of people (and therefore of minds, and society) in the 21st century then in the 19th.
  2. In the 21st century definition, the "state" is mentioned as being for the individual. Though the government is not mentioned at all in the 19th century definition I would like to argue that the state being for "the individual" goes entirely against what our founding fathers set up this nation to be. Is it not proven by the preamble of our own constitution: "We the people of the United States, in order to form a more perfect union, establish Justice, insure domestic Tranquility, provide for the common defense, promote the general Welfare, and secure the Blessings of Liberty to ourselves and our Posterity, do ordain and establish this Constitution for the United States of America" (I have bolded the non- individualistic key words in the Preamble)
  3. May it also be of note that the 19th century definition is one of independence yes, but more of a self-sufficient independence. (individual existence or essence= not reliant on anyone for what gives you existence, yet that does not mean that you are individual to the point of being separate from your community)

This is how I can that when there were once community societies, there were still individuals. There was not a competition between them. In our individualistic society today, however, if there were a strong force of community, it would be a battle in our own subterfuge society because the idea of community (as I perceive it) is so totally at war with individualism as it exists today.

What I would like to suggest to you today is that if people helped one another, then perhaps the poor would have a better, happier condition of living than the rich. Perhaps having only enough money to get by, but having the regions wealth in friends, good neighbors, and commonality with ones surroundings, would become the new rich. The true rich. I know for a fact that money cannot buy happiness, but more often brings with it greater suffering than one can see from the shiny exterior. True wealth, True success lies in things not related to money. It lies in relationships, in hard work, in perseverance, and in a community not only with ones surroundings but with one's God. That is the most important factor yet.

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Today I would like to discuss the issue of specialization and what it implies. First let us define specialization.
  • "to concentrate on a particular branch of study or work" ~Webster's Dictionary (2003)
  • "Particular, noting something more than ordinary" ~Webster's Dictionary (circa 1877)

Is it not interesting to note how the definition of specialization differs from what it once meant to be special. Our modern perception of the world is that everyone has one place to fill. Their specialization. This perception inherently leads to the degradation of mind and society.

The Degradation of Mind...

You may indeed be wondering how on earth being specifically good at something could be a bad thing, and lead to such consequences as I have mentioned. Let me make clear the being a "Jack of all trades, but master on none" is not what I advocate. I have found that those (typically, as always there will be exceptions in our diverse world) who are specialists, are little good at much else. What I am trying to say is that "concentrating" on that particular branch of study, may indeed limit you in other ways. You may be good at that thing, but hardly worth the air it takes to keep you breathing at far many others. It is the idea of being a well rounded person. It is not limiting your mind to a speciality or concentration but being open to try and learn as many things as one possibly can.

The Degradation of Society...

This indeed is a result of the degradation of one's own mind, for a society is collective of all the minds within. Each is somehow reflected upon the society in which it resides. When we specialize within our society, we create a vacuum of the other necessary skills that we need to live. He who is good at plumbing for example is rarely good at weaving fabric. Of course this is a theoretical example but the point remains. Each person should be able to be self sufficient. When they lose their self sufficiency, they lose their very freedom. In some way or another, they would always need more than they themselves could provide. This is the result of specialization. People no longer believe in having the capacity to "not be" a consumer. It is indeed a cyclic struggle.

The change occurred when??

Thomas Jefferson envisioned this nation a nation of small farmers, each independent yet working together. He saw this life as the ultimate free life. Alexander Hamilton, however, saw this nation as a commercial opportunity where trade and commerce had a chance at becoming the major way of life. Needless to say, Hamilton had a greater influence over Washington than did Jefferson in the matter of how to develop commerce. Even though only 4 years passed between the time Washington left office and Jefferson took office, the Hamiltonian view of commercial development had been unleashed and like a wave just kept coming.

I believe this was the fundamental turn of our country from self sufficient freedom to today's commercial specializations.

What changed??

As noted above, the definitions of specialization (2003) and special (1877) respectively differ enormously.

  • First, the modern definition includes the words "study" and "work", which inherently infers that there is already some specialization occurring. This sort of "double specialization" is what makes the difference between mastering a trade and specializing in a trade.
  • Second, note that the 1877 definition includes the phrase "more than ordinary" which implies that you ordinarily give "note" to something anyway. This is mastering a trade without specializing in it.

In the end, it can be summed up by stating that society and people, have taken mastering a particular trade too far, which has resulted in the need for someone else's specialization (consumer market), which in turn has caused the loss of self sufficient independence and cooperation.

If this resonated with you I would like to recommend further reading. Please note the selection under the list on the right.

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How life is and how life should be....

How life is....
  • specialized
  • based on money
  • disparaging of the family
  • conflicting diversity
  • one over many
  • distant from the land
  • massive monoculture
  • mechanized
  • excessively exploited

How life should be....

  • Many faceted
  • based on community
  • nourishing to the family
  • cooperative relationships
  • a people's government
  • one with the land
  • diverse ecology
  • prescribed care
  • conserved and protected

Throughout the next many posts I will explain why these things are the way they are (to me) and further how they got their, and even further some ways we could change them. This is the view of Mine Olde Mind's Eye... I hope that you will find some resonance in what I have to say.

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